A reminder for a friend :)

I know it's inappropriate or impolite for me to bring up personal issues of a friend here. However, I feel that I must voice out my opinions. What I am going to say may sound hurtful or too straightforward, but I really hope that you will read this post. You know who you are...

Anyway, I am not going to divulge all the grandma's stories here... I will go straight to the point on what I am thinking.

You told me that you want to let Guy S go, I don't understand why you are still replying his smses or meeting him. By doing these, aren't you are reminding him "Hey, I'm here for you", or telling him "It's not over between us yet, you still have a chance". Ironic, isn't it?

You told me that you are looking forward to start a new relationship with Guy K, then why are you looking behind your back for Guy S? To me, you are moving backward to the past instead of walking forward to embrace a new future.

Despite that you told me that you are looking forward to start a new relationship with Guy K, I feel that you are being indecisive because... you still love Guy S but you are also afraid of losing Guy K. You may say I don't understand what you and Guy S have gone through for the past 5 years. Yes, I admit. As a friend, I am not advising you to forget him or to erase those memories shared by both of you. Whether those memories are sweet or unhappy, they are one of the stories in your life journal and nobody can take away from you. Since you have decided to end this chapter (with Guy S) and want to start a new chapter (with Guy K) in your life journal, you should stop "scribbling" on that "old chapter"... BE MORE DECISIVE!

Well, every couple shares happy memories when they are in love, HOWEVER...
if one day they found that their personalities clash,
if they always quarrel every time they meet,
if one of them does not make any effort in maintaining a relationship,
if one of them always takes his/her partner for granted,
and many other ifs...

DOES IT MEAN THAT THEY MUST BE "TIED" TOGETHER BECAUSE THEY ONCE SHARED SWEET AND HAPPY MEMORIES? No, right?

If you are letting Guy S go, why are you feeling miserable? Letting him go should make you feel relieved. If that makes you so miserable, why let him go in the first place? When you are feeling miserable, the one who stand by you feel more miserable than you. Because of your soft-heartedness, you couldn't bear to hurt Guy S. But, I think that you are hurting more people. If you are more decisive and determined, you only hurt one person. Am I right to say that? Yes, you will definitely feel guilty towards the one whom you decided to give up, but that's only temporary. If you continue to drag your feet on resolving these issues, trust me you will only worsen the whole situation.

Firstly, three parties feel miserable for even LONGER period of time. Secondly, you give Guy S an illusion of him "having a chance", and then make him fall even HARDER to hell if you are dragging your feet on staying firm on your decision. Thirdly, these issues will cast a DARKER shadow on your new relationship with Guy K; or will create a DEEPER crack on your relationship/friendship with Guy S.

You may think that my analysis is not right. However, as an outsider, I see situations clearer than you guys. That's all I wanna say. Those words are hurtful, but I only speak the truth to my friends. Happiness doesn't wait for you, it's for you to pursue! 要懂得放下, 才能够拥有... get it?
Good luck!

Lose fats!

Woohoo! Today marks the first day of "holiday" after 1.5 months of work, and I decided to give myself about 1 week break before school reopens. Today's weather is damn fantastic for my morning workout... 45 minutes of light workout included jogging, walking and stair-climbing. I have not been exercising since a few years back ago... That's bad, I know. I think that my metabolism rate is getting lower, which also means that my body burns calories slower. Therefore, I need to exercise in order to increase my metabolism. By increasing metabolism, I can lose weight faster than just dieting. Nonetheless, weight might also increase due to the reason that fats become MUSCLES! Muscles are heavier than fats... Haha but I still hope to see a decrease in my weight. :)

For this "holiday", I have planned out what I am going to do...
- "Summer" cleaning of my house
- Baking cakes
- Shopping with Mummy
- Dating with Baby
- Exercising
- Get my passport done
- etc...

Okay, it's time for me to do summer cleaning of my house now! Ciao~

My Birthday Celebration 2011

An update on my birthday celebration with Baby...

I met Baby at Orchard in the afternoon, because he wanna get a Longchamp bag for my birthday present. Okay lar, it's me asking for it one. HAHA! We went down to Paragon to get one :)

After buying the bag, we decided to go Marina Square for movie as we were also going to have our dinner at Suntec City. Alright, we brought our movie tickets and then Baby brought me to Andersen's Ice Cream to eat cake. He said that I must eat cake on my birthday.

Ice Lemon Tea & Blueberry Cheesecake

The cake is yummy but fattening, so we only ordered one slice :)

Camwhoring~

Baby & I...

Second shot...

Taken by Baby...

My present :)
Thank Baby!

I love this photo :)

After that, we shopped around Marina Square and Suntec City while we were waiting for dinner buffet time to start.

Here we were having our buffet...

SINFUL~

Yummy~

After our dinner, we went for a stroll at Esplanade before we watched the night movie, Mr Popper's Penguins... a very hilarious movie. The penguins are so cute!

Alright, I gained another kg after eating too much! It's time for me to go on diet. Sigh!

Quick Updates

Hohoho! I'm back after 2 weeks again! Alright, I feel kinda lazy to update my blog now. So from today onwards, I will not update my blog frequently.

Firstly, I wanna update on my examination results which I received last 2 weeks ago... Hmmm well, it's not very fantastic uh. But at least, I passed all! :) Yada yada, I seriously heck care about the GPA. Neither am I going to aim for that Degree with Distinction nor furthering my studies...

Secondly, finally my brother and I bought wii at affordable prices :) Yes, my brother was working at IT Fair for past few days, and of course everything went on sales there! Since we had been discussing about getting wii for past few months, it was a chance for us to grab it! We spent about $300 to get Sports wii and 2 games discs (Mario & Sonic at the Olympic Winter Games and House of The Dead 2 & 3 Returns). Great, isn't it? But I still love sports the most.

Thirdly, my birthday is coming soon!! I have requested off-day on my birthday, so I can go out with Baby. Hmm I am going to pamper myself with a little something on that day :) Baby gonna treat me buffet dinner too! Hmmm I will go on diet after 16 June 2011, hahaha!

Okay, that's all I wanna update. Ciao!

Updates

Yo people! It's been almost 2 weeks since I have updated my blog.

For the past 2 weeks, besides relaxing myself after the examination, I was also busy with my new job. And yes, I have job-hopped! I have joined Elvina's company (World Kitchen), as a part-time promoter. To be honest, I never like being a promoter at all! Firstly, I don't like to approach strangers. Secondly, I don't like to fake my smile because the question is "why should I smile at strangers?"... Thirdly, I know my voice is kinda manly and loud, and I have to fake my voice to be sweet and soft, ewww! Fourth, I hate looking at my watch once every 5 minutes and wondering if my watch is spoilt (because it is not moving!). Ya, this happens when there is no business. Hohohoho! Last but not least, I had a bad experience of being a promoter when I was in secondary school. At that time, I only earned the commission $20++ for the whole day, and earned $0 for the subsequent 2 days! Yes, without basic salary ok! How pathetic I was~

Nonetheless, this job is quite okay-okay. For the time being, I am at Tangs Orchard and of course, the Tangs staff are nice to get along with. When there is no business, those staff will gossip and talk craps among themselves, and I will join in the fun too. And ya, my senior promoter is nice to me too! :) So, not so bad for me uh? As compared to my previous experience, this isn't so scary. I forgot to mention one thing... I don't like the colleaugues (of previous company as a promoter) because they appeared to be cold towards newcomers and they were very selfish to teach you because they scared you would snatch their businesses and commissions. Luckily, there is no commission for this job so I don't have to worry about the troubles of hitting sales targets. Hmm oh well, I don't know where I will be posted in the next month.

By the way, the release date of exam result is on 2 June 2011, which means NEXT THURSDAY! OMG, damn fast! Alright, I won't carry high hopes on getting good results for this semester ok. Yes, my assignment results suck! Therefore, they would definitely pulled down overall grades. Furthermore, I have little confidence in examination :( Okay, I will be working on that day, should I look at my results online before work in the morning or after work at night? If results are good, it will definitely brighten up my day! If results are bad, my mood will be adversely affected. Hmm but if I wait until I have knocked off from work, I will definitely feel nervous for the whole day ehh! Hmmmm hmmm hmmm... how? Never mind, I shall think about it over this weekend. Haha!

OH YAR! One more thing... This reminder is for all the C.K. Tangs/ Citibank cardmembers...Yes, I'm on duty from 2pm to 11pm on this day, sad! :(

Okay, that's all I wanna update for my past 2 weeks... Ciao!

Stupid Australian lecturer!

True enough, they are not going to change our grades anymore. Anyway, I hope that Allan will reflect these issues to that so-called COURSE COORDINATOR. This is what Allan replied to me via email.

Because of this issue, my morale went low when I was taking that exam. And, I am not at least confident of scoring good result for this paper.

Besides having "fantastic" marking standards, you cannot rely on the lecture notes set and given by this so-called lecturer or course coordinator. Smooth sequence of topics of module? Sorry, you arrange yourself hor! Content of lecture notes? Sorry, what is content? There is no content in the lecture notes. So, the conclusion is SHE IS NOT DOING HER JOB AS A COURSE COORDINATOR! We really have a hard time reading at the lecture notes because the sequence is not there, and we have to flip here and there for the SAME topic! Next, I believe many people are complaining that there are too many things to study for other subjects. Haha, but for this subject, we don't have to study because there is no content in lecture notes for us to study. Yes, this is what textbooks are for. But what if the textbook recommended by her, is also useless and not relevant??? Uh oh, are we just unlucky or what?

So, we will considered as lucky if we can pass this module.

Mixed emotions

Exam's over! What's next?

Complaint!

Know why? Before I took Staffing examination yesterday afternoon, I went to Student Helpdesk and collected my assignment back. @#$#^%@! My grade moderated from High Distinction to Credit. Initially, I still can't believe what I heard from Elvina that her grade dropped. TMD! Seriously, I am not dissatisfied with the grade itself, it's the comments by Dr Penny Webster, made me damn fed up! Yes, I have sent an email to our local lecturer and told him about this matter. I won't carry any hopes that this stupid Australian lecturer will change our marks. I just wanna make this matter clear to our local lecturer on HOW FANTASTIC HER MARKING STANDARD IS! Seriously, I can't believe she can be a lecturer with a doctorate, with such "fantastic" marking standard. I must admit, never in my school life, I have ever criticised a teacher or a lecturer on his/her marking standard. Congratulation to Dr Penny Webster (RMIT lecturer), she is the FIRST one :) I bet, Elvina and Sharon agree with me too.

Enough of this unhappy matter!

Next, I received my nail polish! I only bought two bottles because Zoya Mod Mattes only left with hot pink colour. Then initially, I wanna get China Glaze Poolside series (Yellow Polka Dot and Kiwi Coolada), but yellow one is out-of-stock!

Tadah~

So, I decided to try this first... MATTES :)

Hmm well, the bottle is smaller than what I expected it to be. However, you will be damn surprised how FAST it dries! Less than 5 minutes, I swear! The CON is that you can't apply top coat because you won't have matte-kind of nails if you apply top coat. Without top coat, it means that it will be easily chipped off :( No good no good! Therefore, this matte nail polish is only suitable for those people who are rushing for time but also want to change different colours everyday. Hahaha! Okay, I will try Kiwi Coolada another time :)

Woohoo! Two months of FREEDOM, here I come! :) Ciao!